Friday, November 26, 2010

My BB Baby~ :)

Salam.

It had been awhile since I last posted something. Honestly, too much in my mind. There will be some of my writings that will be coming up later. Will fine tune some writings before I post it up.

Anyway, today i feel like writing about something that I just recently discovered, less than 24 hours ago. Nothing that serious, it is just about me.

Those days when I was in high school, I remember a very dear friend of mine that has OCD symptoms over her bed. Yes, bed. Living in boarding school required us to make sure that we need to make up our bed and the bed sheet is stretch to its best. Those days, the bed sheet was stretched out so nicely that even if you throw a coin, the coin will bounce on the sheet!

So back to my friend, back then, she would refuse to sit on the bed or let anyone sit on it when everything is stretched out. Me, being such an evil naughty monster at that time, once dive onto her bed!

I was just kidding at the time, nothing serious to me, but hey, she cried!! I felt sooooooooooo baaaaaaaaaaaaaaad... really! I did not know that she will actually cry out of that. I felt really bad.I could never forget that incident. Really, I felt really bad when she cried.

So back to what I discovered less than 24 hours ago...

Quoting the story that I just mentioned, looking at why she cried, it was not just her OCD, but me invading her comfort zone and private space. That was yearssssssssss ago.

Last night, I got my karma. Karma's a bitch? Hell yeah!

Since I used my Blackberry more than a year ago, my BB had always been my baby. It's closer than anything that exist around me. First thing I see in the morning, last thing I hold at night. Needless to say, without me realising, I am very attached to it. VERY!

Well, me being connected to the digital world... it does make sense I guess. My twitter..my RSS..BBM..noisy BBM Groups..FB notifications.. and the list go on and on.The only thing that I do not do on my BB is to play games.There are so many other things to do and read other than playing games on my BB. Well, at least that is what I feel.

I am very protective over it and no one had ever tried to go through it ................not until last night. First time!

Oh gosh..honestly speaking..i felt horribly angry, disappointed and somehow...somehow..i was holding myself from bursting into tears...

NONE ever done that and it caught me by surprise.. and from all the folders, it must the gallery that got invaded.and... as all BB users know, anything uploaded onto your BBM groups will go straight to your gallery...so in other words not every pics is taken by you.I owe no one any explanations but the fact that my private space got invaded, it sucks! Bad enough that I could not seem to sleep well last night.

I tried to decipher what turned my mood upside down about it..I thought hard...and I realised that, Not that I have anything to hide...but it was not with my permission.. and never knew that my BB grew extremely personal to me that I felt robbed over what happened.

However...then I realised, the bigger HURT was the factor that lead to the incident. Shall keep it to myself, what leads to it, but on that matter, I never expect anyone to understand what it like is to be in my shoe. It is not so much on solely the invasion of my BB.

So last night, I got my karma for my naughtiness for disturbing my friend.The bigger lesson.. I realised that.. there is a certain topic that I do not wish to be compared to and I wish it is never discussed..but I do not expect anyone to understand how sensitive it is to me.

To myself and you reading this..

Open your heart and senses, observe more.. think wisely.. you would not want to be offending anyone without realising it. Not all jokes are jokes..

Spread love to the world~ :)

*peace*

xoxo

eyem3

My BB Baby~ :)

Salam.

It had been awhile since I last posted something. Honestly, too much in my mind. There will be some of my writings that will be coming up later. Will fine tune some writings before I post it up.

Anyway, today i feel like writing about something that I just recently discovered, less than 24 hours ago. Nothing that serious, it is just about me.

Those days when I was in high school, I remember a very dear friend of mine that has OCD symptoms over her bed. Yes, bed. Living in boarding school required us to make sure that we need to make up our bed and the bed sheet is stretch to its best. Those days, the bed sheet was stretched out so nicely that even if you throw a coin, the coin will bounce on the sheet!

So back to my friend, back then, she would refuse to sit on the bed or let anyone sit on it when everything is stretched out. Me, being such an evil naughty monster at that time, once dive onto her bed!

I was just kidding at the time, nothing serious to me, but hey, she cried!! I felt sooooooooooo baaaaaaaaaaaaaaad... really! I did not know that she will actually cry out of that. I felt really bad.I could never forget that incident. Really, I felt really bad when she cried.

So back to what I discovered less than 24 hours ago...

Quoting the story that I just mentioned, looking at why she cried, it was not just her OCD, but me invading her comfort zone and private space. That was yearssssssssss ago.

Last night, I got my karma. Karma's a bitch? Hell yeah!

Since I used my Blackberry more than a year ago, my BB had always been my baby. It's closer than anything that exist around me. First thing I see in the morning, last thing I hold at night. Needless to say, without me realising, I am very attached to it. VERY!

Well, me being connected to the digital world... it does make sense I guess. My twitter..my RSS..BBM..noisy BBM Groups..FB notifications.. and the list go on and on.The only thing that I do not do on my BB is to play games.There are so many other things to do and read other than playing games on my BB. Well, at least that is what I feel.

I am very protective over it and no one had ever tried to go through it ................not until last night. First time!

Oh gosh..honestly speaking..i felt horribly angry, disappointed and somehow...somehow..i was holding myself from bursting into tears...

NONE ever done that and it caught me by surprise.. and from all the folders, it must the gallery that got invaded.and... as all BB users know, anything uploaded onto your BBM groups will go straight to your gallery...so in other words not every pics is taken by you.I owe no one any explanations but the fact that my private space got invaded, it sucks! Bad enough that I could not seem to sleep well last night.

I tried to decipher what turned my mood upside down about it..I thought hard...and I realised that, Not that I have anything to hide...but it was not with my permission.. and never knew that my BB grew extremely personal to me that I felt robbed over what happened.

However...then I realised, the bigger HURT was the factor that lead to the incident. Shall keep it to myself, what leads to it, but on that matter, I never expect anyone to understand what it like is to be in my shoe. It is not so much on solely the invasion of my BB.

So last night, I got my karma for my naughtiness for disturbing my friend.The bigger lesson.. I realised that.. there is a certain topic that I do not wish to be compared to and I wish it is never discussed..but I do not expect anyone to understand how sensitive it is to me.

To myself and you reading this..

Open your heart and senses, observe more.. think wisely.. you would not want to be offending anyone without realising it. Not all jokes are jokes..

Spread love to the world~ :)

*peace*

xoxo

eyem3

Monday, November 15, 2010

Goodbye Celcom Blackberry~

Salam..

After thinking hard over the weeks..I decided to let go Celcom BB service. I had been celcom BB user fr a yeAr..
Just celebrater our anniversary together on Nov 1st :P

Well..I was there since Celcom CAreline had no many staffs that are well versed on BB services, untill the careline actually have a BB option for BB customers.

As other telcos , Celcom has its ups and downs too but my only biggest complain is the customer service and product strategy.

For me,Celcom BB service for postpaid is worth it only for those who had Bold2 or more advanced.

For humble Curve 8520 user like me, I don't see the necessity for me to be paying RM98 a month just for the BIS+Broadband connection, when my friends on CelcomBiz contract is pAying just RM118 which includes calls n sms.

As it is, I'd been a loyal Xpax customer and had been paying RM75/mth for BIS+data services. The only thing abt prepaid is that, the call rates are ridiculously expensive !!

I don't find it convenient to go to Celcom branches as it is not only limited, but also limited operating hours! In terms of Celcom centres, Maxis is waaaaaay convenient. That is one area where Celcom should improve on.

In terms of offerings, Celcom did make some offers fr CelcomBiz at my workplace. The biggest turn off is the 24months contract ! I'm not taking any free phones or discounted price for the phones and I still need to adhere to the 24months contract! Ridiculous!!

12months is acceptAble but 24 months??! Well, the unfriendly unconvincing promoter told me that even if I'm not taking any phones, I'm still bonded with it and shall be charge RM150 penalty if I breach it.

The lowest commitment is RM28/mth..if I add RM98 fr my BB, that'll be RM126/mth.

Dear CelcomBiz personnel, I rather buy a new BB Torch and commit myself with the RM118/mth BB Lite package and get RM50 worth of calls and smses.

Personally, when something is not really a good offering,don't bother calling it an offer..

So off me go..to the Maxis Centre in Gardens Midvalley just now..which something that can never happen with Celcom.

Switching to Maxis BB will be something new to me,I hope that it'll turn out ok..Well, not that Celcom really cares on their loyal customers either.

Till then, goodbye Celcom BB~

*Celcom BB breakup post :P* huhuhu

» Will miss this SignAture :
Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless device via Vodafone-Celcom Mobile.

Monday, November 08, 2010

Dear Lie... U suck...

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Dear Lie..

You suck... I thought things will change when I'm with you..but then..you are no better... u hurt me even more. Im giving back everything that you have given me throughout the journey of us together.. it means nothing no more.

I am tired talking about future.. you refuse to change and things will never change. You are not the kind of person that I thought you were. I am still the same me, no matter what happens. Will hang in here,though things will never be the same....

I hope you'll achieve what you dream for and would not want to stand in your way.. Go ahead I wish all the best. will still be with you..always.till my heart cant take it no more...

xoxo,
ZI (bukan nama sebenar)

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he he he...
a rendition from a blog post : http://tinyurl.com/26f224m

18th - 24th October part II

Salam.
oh yess.. i owe the story about Wednesday.
After two days attending the international conference in PWTC, I was given
the chance to attend one of the wing's general assembly.
Yes, it was my first time. I was excited and somehow nervous.
I did not get to go on leave on that day coz there was an on going work that had to
be carried out. Oh gosh.. I was thinking.. Must it be Cyberjaya... Nooooooo
How could I still make it to PWTC from Cyberjaya on time. I went to Cyberjaya
to get my work done and.............it was already 545pm.I messaged a friend of mine in PWTC, how is it going. He said, if I can, try to make it for the Head of Youth Wing's concluding speech. *ding!*

Hmm..that sounded very inviting to me. he he he

So it was 6 when I left Cyberjaya.. crossing my finger that I made it on time
for his concluding speech. There I was.. on the MEX Highway.. racing against time.

To cut the drama short, I managed to get there on time. One of the supreme council was giving his speech at that time.. that was what I saw on the TV at the concourse. So I went up the lift, and... reach the main door of Merdeka hall.

The moment of truth...

Im just a few steps away from being the most endangered species in the hall. I felt like entering a lion's den.

Few steps into entering the hall, I messeged my friend, to know where he was seated. Thank God, he was not far from the entrance. I went in and sat somewhere nearby where he was seated.

As I sat down.. in front of me, seated full of concentration... an army of Malay guys in white, listening closely to the speeches.

That day was my first time attending such assembly. It was quite an experience...
You can see from the faces, some are happy, some are not, some are sincere looking some are suspicious. Many faces and people made up the assembly.

I enjoyed the Head's closing speech.. to me it was cute, straight forward and sounded more like him as compared to the opening...

To summarize all the speeches of the evening, party members should work hard, be more people centered and improve themselves as local leaders and
as well as party youth wing leader.

Was it worth the drive?
for me,yes it was :) something new to me :)

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